My soul is bone dry.
My brain is flaky.
My mouth has lost love for expression.
Will this emotional isolation ever end
Or will limbo remain my closest friend?
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Drought of the Soul
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Your Always Child
Pumping my veins with toxic waste to bury the shame.
Still you cry.
Popping pink pills for a synthetic high.
Still you cry.
Selling my soul to 'til I find love.
Still you cry.
Scaring my skin 'til I bleed dry.
Still you cry.
I'm your always child.
January 22, 2009
When
Resting in your heart of love,
Arms holding my dreams close.
Love me when the darkness grabs my throat.
Thank God you love me,
When death calls.
January 20, 2009
Even Cracks Have a Destiny
Even cracks have a destiny.
Like this stone you are unique,
But have a complex mix
Of loyalty faithfulness and destiny
Even cracks have a destiny.
December 29, 2008
A crack can be our greatest asset.
Call you home
Darling my sweetheart holding you tight in this tide called life.
Planting a song in the core of your soul.
I will keep you awake so you don't get pulled under by the rip
That wants to call you home.
October 11, 2008
For my darling
freaky notions
Freaky notions flood my brain
Lifeless butterflies floating on murky waters by.
A bullet leaving fragments lodged in my soul.
An endless black hole.
Freaky notions
June 16, 2008
long time between works
Siesta For the Brain
Rest my brain in the hammock in the midday sun.
Jump start the circuit on the fritz telling me my journey's done,
Gnawing through the wires that say I can't overcome.
The destiny dreamer in me have to become one.
May 16, 2008
God and the Destiny Dreamer becoming one.
Can't always ask cow
like a rainbow hanging in the sky
can't always ask the flock of birds flying by
questions like who when what why
can't always ask cows in the field how they feel
because they can't always answer with words
stillness is a form of growth
we don't have to always look for who when what why
we can look at the flocks flying by
and let life remain a mystery
March 21, 2008
For Tim
I Will Build You Dreams
You and I will always remain the same
I will give you comfort in pouring rain
If your dreams crumble like sand castles in the sea's swift tide
I will build your dreams from the ground to the sky
You and I will always remain the same
March 21, 2008
For a friend I love deeply
Strokes of Destiny
A pocket full of destiny and a splash of common sense
A stroke of creativity will always be your friend
Let your feet always lead you down passionate paths
Following your dreams to never ending success
March 1, 2008
Special thoughts for our friend Narmen
My Hero Doesn't Wear Tights
My Hero Doesn't Wear Tights.
Thank you for being my hero,
The one that I look up to.
You have destiny within your eyes.
Difficulty takes one day,
Impossible takes two,
But with destiny you will always fly.
I love you.
February 23, 2008
For my friend Darrell
But.... the wind will always
But the wind will always call your name
even when your head is being pounded
by dreams of yesterday
so hard that your flesh is scarred
by the teeth of disappointment
February 8, 2008
For my best friend
One at a Time
Go rest your head may your dreams inspire you to greatness and give you one act of
kindness that will transform the planet one soul at a time.
December 18, 2007
Yearnings
you are the one I adore
you are the one I want more
I hear your yearnings from the darkest of darkness
you are the one I adore
you are the one I want more
September 18, 2007
Written about someone special
Falling Angels
We "WOW" at their wings
and sword of love
sunlight dressed in cloth of forgiveness
pictures playing in their head not of what we are but who we become
September 7, 2007
Inspired during an instant messenger conversation with someone seeking their peaceful space to avert a panic attack
Collide as One
FLY TO NEW PLACES IN YOUR DREAMS
MAY ANGELS PROTECT YOU ON EVERY SIDE
MAY DESTINY BE YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND
TILL OUR MINDS MEET AS ONE
August 30, 2007
For my angel
Crevasses
My knight of love
You shine the touch of destiny
Deep in the crevasses of my soul
August 24, 2007
written for some one who has forever left his imprint on my soul
Invades Her
She sits and caresses the ivory keys
Seeds germinate giving birth to raw soul melody
That rises from the depths
Inspired by Hollie Smith
August 20, 2007
Desert's Flourish
Fly in the winds of hope
Spark's of love never die
Even in the desert of dream's gone by.
August 7, 2007
Nothing kills dreams
Stomp
The earth suffers constant headache's
as humans stomp all in the name of war.
August 1, 2007
the earth pays a price in war
Glory Rain
To the one who reigns now forever who just the mention of his name shatters the nations as
we know them and sends fourth glory rain
Thank you for bringing my heart to stillness now so I can hear your voice, have your way as
I draw aside holy one
July 29, 2007
My heart to his
Lies Taste
Like a bitter lead bullet from Grandpa's gun
The stench from an old wine bottle
That's what lies do, to our brain
when we refuse to confront the deceiver.
Like rust that eats away endlessly.
July 12, 2007
feel
Bitterness Black
The very essence of my soul is being gnawed away by sorrow
bitterness black.
July 11, 2007
Seeping Brain
It's a strain for me to contain,
the darkness seeping from my brain,
dribbling down for all to see,
tide of sorrow swallowed forever,
til the rain soaks,
the seeds of darkness,
it begins again.
July 8, 2007
we all have some times when darkness comes calling.
TRUE LOVE
WHO'S GOING TO SAVE THIS WORLD OF MINE
WHO'S GOING TO GIVE LOST PEOPLE TIME
WHO'S GOING TO HELP THEM PLANT THEIR DREAMS
WHO'S GOING TO HEAR THEM WHEN THEY SCREAM
WHO'S GOING TO SHOW THEM WHAT TRUE LOVE MEANS
WHO'S GOING TO GIVE LOST PEOPLE TIME
WHO'S GOING TO SAVE THIS WORLD OF MINE
July 2, 2007
didn't take long to write
Kissed by an Angel
I was kissed by an angel at the golden gate.
My soul was flooded with love peace and grace.
kissed by an angel I could finally see what I was made to be.
When kissed by an angel.
June 14, 2007
inspired by God
SINGED
The tips of the Eagles wings,
got singed by the Son's glory light.
The eagle basks in the never dry always flowing river,
that streams from above.
June 2, 2007
Gods love is always flowing towards us
FLUNG
Song bird opened the latch to my heart
Depositing white feathers in a dash for Freedom leaving my soul without tranquillity
June 1, 2007
Freedom has a price
Worms Inhale
Worm inhale my creative flow
As I drift into the mist of forgetfulness.
Forever my resting place.
May 14, 2007
Splinter's in the Mind
Simple log cabin plonked on rocky mountain side.
Wood looks sleepy stained by natures hand print of time.
builder finds flaws where dreams used to flow
now he's left with a pile of Splinter's in his mind.
May 13, 2007
Layers
I gorge myself on anything that even looks like it could be food, like a suitcase overflowing
with layers. Trying hard to swallow my pain, a sweet and sour tide dribbles down the walls
of my throat begging for freedom.
May 8 2007